The predictability is honestly unbearable at times - like I’d rather be down all the time or up all the time. Knowing your full potential and not being able to get their is extremely frustrating.

Interesting post, I can definitely relate to this - the more sun the more time I have to be energetic which allows for more activity. Interesting you mention exercise - it’s meant to be important, but it’s hard to rise over the hurdle to get started.