After some back and forth with my mental healthcare provider, for now I’ve settled on some pills that make me DGAF about staying in bed… but I also DGAF about getting out, so not exactly energy, and I end up like shit after they wear off, but in the meantime anything might happen… I might stay in bed, or not stay in bed, or whatever. It also kind of helps with heavier bouts of depression where I might want to pull the plug… but this way I DGAF either. The trick is to do something, then fall asleep or at least be tired before I start GAF-ing… still working on that, though.

(I won’t name the pills, don’t self-medicate)